pagesofyourstory: “You can’t tell anyone, you have... →
pagesofyourstory: “You can’t tell anyone, you have to promise!” When you said that did you honestly think that I wasn’t going to do anything? That I was going to just sit there and let you fuck my best friend over behind her back? That girl means the absolute world to me. She is so loyal and true, and then you fucked her over, you took all that trust she had in you and threw it right in her...
And there it was again; That longing to die.
pagesofyourstory: I feel so absolutely horrible! I didn’t mean to hurt her, and although she swears that I didn’t I feel like I did. I could’ve kept quiet, pretended I never heard a thing, But I did hear a thing and I told her. Now she is hurt and it’s all my fault. It’s your fault too, you screwed her over, you acted the horrible way you are! Let her be happy! Stop coming to me with your...
pagesofyourstory: 5 words. 25 letters 29 letters + spaces 89 lines in triangles uppercase 94 lines in square uppercase I didn’t mean to start this, I really didn’t. I don’t want this. I’m so sorry, I’ve hurt those that mean the most to me. I’ve hurt those that I care about most. I shouldn’t have said anything. I’m so so sorry.
12:21am I have school today! For some reason the thought of going back to school is making me really anxious! I’m not 100% sure why; Perhaps it is because so many people will be there; Perhaps it is because I’m scared things have changed; Perhaps it is because I’ve missed so much work; Perhaps it is because I’m scared to be judged. “There’s no need to stress,...
I MISS YOU! :(
First day out and I have a panic attack. Welcome home Cara! Of course you are prepared to leave the hospital and face the ‘real world’. You’re”better”!
Sorry for cutting myself Sorry for not eating right Sorry for crying myself to sleep each night Sorry for being depressed Sorry for faking a smile Sorry for pushing you away Sorry for wanting to die